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The Struggle

by Send Me Home

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Intro 01:40
psalm 118:14-17 Dear God, are you listening? Please tell me are you near? I've been trying to reach you, From a state of disrepair. I'm not trying to be selfish I'm just begging for the strength To wake up and face tomorrow, take Your hands and make me great. I'm praying for forgiveness, I promise that You change. I put my hope in Christ alone.
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Filth 04:03
I Am Filth The guilt will Eat me up inside I've given in It will cost my life. Cutting deep like the sharpest of knives I've forgotten what it is, to feel alive I am a creation Of lust and decay I am Yours Your ultimate disgrace. What would they think If they knew what went on in this mind? I can't give in To the world of sin I was born in. But I can't take it Locked inside a prison of guilt The devil is smirking at the man he killed Breathe life into these lungs Teach me what it is to love. I am a Creation of lust and decay I am Yours Your ultimate disgrace I am filth I'm so filthy I was lost I need saving I feel like I'm drowning In the regrets of my sinful path. I feel myself falling and I'm losing You fast. I'm what you make of me Your touch will wash me clean From lust, I may not be free But Your love will pardon me x2 I am filth I'm so filthy I was lost I need saving I am filth I'm so filthy
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I am a witness of love. 2x I am a witness, of love. When we aren't sure that we can feel, You are always there. If we lie in darkness, living without light, we are just waiting to die. Can we change if we see the wrong in out ways? In all I've done I've seen the wrong. We were given a perfect world that we turned into a sick dark world. Maybe we've lost control but we can never lose hope. With every step I take, I do it in your name, with every breath I take, I will live redeemed. I wont be chained by the choice I've made. I found you again and you've broken me free. I am not a slave. I am a son. Forgive me, for what I've done. Give me freedom and Ill give you everything under the sun. God rip these burdens apart. This world has hardened my heart. And this sins. I've tried to hide them but there's still blood from the thorns that stick to my sides. Put fear aside. Leave the past far behind, make the best, make the best of this life. We must not live in terror. There's still hope for this world. Open your eyes. See all the good in your life, I'll change myself, if you will mold me right. All of me is yours to keep, how could you forgive a wretch like me? 2x I am a witness of love, if I give you everything it wouldn't be enough. Open your eyes maybe then you'll see. How could You forgive a wretch like me? 2x How could you forgive a wretch like me?
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I fought with all my strength, to be everything I'm not. You cast me out, and left me there to rot. Your family portrait is torn, no one wants to live in a broken home. You asked for this. Now you will pay for it. You asked for this. Now you will beg for it. I'd be lying, if I said I've be been trying to make something of myself. God I'm trying. I swear I am trying to be everything that you're asking of me. So rip the flesh from these bones. Tear me up till nothing but a heart shows. Make me a display of redemption and washing my hands clean. I've made it this far just to walk away. Leaving my home and family. Our portrait came at too high a cost, you took me from God and now I am lost. Your family portrait is torn, no one wants to stay in a broken home. You asked for this. Now you will pay for it. You asked for this. Now you will beg for it. Blehhhhhhhhhh You are forgiven 2x I've spent so much time, praying for love that was never mine, never mine. Only He can heal a heart with so much hate inside. Pain inside I've made it this far just to walk away. Leaving my home and family. Our portrait came at too high a cost, you took me from God and now I am lost.
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devil. 03:53
If I could run. To a place No consequence No pain. A shield of substance To place the blame Maybe Just maybe I won't think to mutilate Every inch of this skin Maybe, just maybe Face. down. Empty. Hollow. It took control of me I'm so alone. God I need your love This is ever-lasting A Curse of lifting An impossible burden Internally So many restless nights I'll drink till I'm dry And part the skin Just for the high. Just tell me I'm not alone. I can't be the only one Just tell me I'm not the only one. A sad soul who self loathes So much Who lives So remorseful. Hope is all I have Left. To Breathe. Hope is all I have left. Madness will end. Your scars will disappear. You are beautiful. We are not left with out hope Breathe deep Tonight You'll be Alright I was built to overcome struggle I was built to withstand more than this. I'll hold my head high. Breath deep and close my eyes. I will pray for better days I will wait for that change of pace Breath deep tonight You'll be alright.
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released May 11, 2013

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Send Me Home Troy, New York

Emerging from the quiet corner of Connecticut is 'Send Me Home' a Christian Hardcore 5 piece that conspires to inspire a scene that often struggles for a positive message. The band is stimulated by the atmosphere of a loyal commitment to their faith, friends and family. ... more

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